finally sis and i opened a lj account to sell off her f21 stuff.
here you go!
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"God with us."

2 Corinthians 4
For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake. ⁶For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness,"made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

 ⁷But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. ⁸We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; ⁹persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. ¹⁰We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. ¹¹For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. ¹²So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

 ¹³It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, ¹⁴because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence. ¹⁵All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

 ¹⁶Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. ¹⁷For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. ¹⁸So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Holding onto the promise, challenging myself for God, doing the hardest thing for God.

p/s: more updates @ tumblr!

(No pictures just yet. My bro has dsr and took a lot of shots at the celebration, so i can grab 'em when he uploads to facebook)

Baby Kayden was in Santa's costume today! Rweally very cute! And I played a lot with Ethan and Keira today, especially balloons, which they took 4 back home. I'm really glad my family is doing well right now, and very thankful of course. The buffet was good and I enjoyed it much. :D :D
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Though I know I'm really hyped up and excited to be working at Forever21 (at the same time I feel abit tight at my chest also) ... and the schedule is out already, I'm going to reject it as soon as the manager calls me back. I'm really afraid it will clash with church and stuff... and I finally confirm another job! Yes it may be mundane but at least it's on days which definitely will not clash with cell nor church, and it's twice to thrice a week (and i believe I can choose to work on some days only. Lol) and the per-hourly rate is higher.

I know this is the right choice!

This year's christmas has been special and unique to me, and it came as a surprise from God! (: I thank God that Xuan, Yang and jh came for Christmas Stomp. Though they left early, I was really thankful that they came, because you are an answered prayer... and that makes vast difference to me. As I watch the whole performace I could feel my heart beating a tad faster and I could sense that God was hinting me something... and that is, in the midst of everything, God is still interested in me, and in my life, and that assured me and brought tears to my eyes. Somehow I know life is not going to be easy from now on, but there is an inner drive to push me to go forward. It was God's grace... that I know I don't deserve at all.

CHRISTmas is about the birth of Jesus Christ. And I'm thankful and honoured to celebrate His birthday today. (: As we give our presents, may we be reminded that the greatest gift of all is the blood of Christ... and the greatest gift we can give to our King, is our lives.</p>



Family christmas party tmr + Kayden's full month celebration + Church ("Church, church.. 2 x 4 = Jesus, 3 x 4 = Jesus! Because in bible school, we learn that Jesus is the answer!")

One of the most emo nights I have in my whole life. I think next time when I'm extremely old and sending off my daughter for marriage, I think i'll cry even more. OH MAN!

if it's gonna be a rainy day there is nothing we can do to make it change we can pray for sunny weather but that wouldn't stop the rain feel like there's no place to run i can be your shelter till it's done

will you be my shelter?

Look at babies!! AWWW!!
 
Keira, Ethan and Nene!! Look at ethan, trying to act cool lehhhh!!~ LOLL. oh i kopped this from ahmingming's birthday photos album. YOU TWO LOOK SO CUTE TOOO!!~ TAI KE AI LE~~~~

...Valerie TODAY! && I'm all so hyped up! :D Loves postcards sent from overseas; makes me feel remembered and stuffy like that. For the first time, I use my webcam to take photo!

xoxo valley! :D :D
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Mon YNGT rehersal. Finalized everything and we're ready to really have our share of fun, peace, joy and laughter! :D

Tues ALL SET FOR THE ACTUAL AUDITION!! It was really funny and I can't help but hide behind the pillar and laugh till I really wanted to roll on the floor. Wearing that wig makes me really hyped up! We did Visa Dance for YNGT publicity as well... and the cameraman zoomed out from my nosetrills to the whole group... PIAN NI DE LA! Lol, but he did zoomed out from my face I reckon. But it was a very fun time together with the cellies! Big Hugs And Kisses! I hope there's fireworks too! ^.^

Today Went to play basketball + Swim with Hannah, Cheryl, Chuanz, Ming, Ben, Sam and MC! I think this sounds stupid but I cried when I couldn't feel the floor of A ONE METRE POOL. I'm just scared stiff. Andand! I tried the slidessssss gosh it was really fun too! And Benben is so cute he managed to drag mc down the slides. Lol. I have to admit, the feeling to be able to go underwater and look at thing is really awesome and ultimate coolness. I'll try my very best to learn how to swim!! :D

Thank God for cellies, for it is God's grace that we are in a team... and that we are able to enjoy each other's presence. Love you mucho with all my heart. :D

If I can have the opportunity to write an autobiography of Kristine Lee, I'll be really thankful and happy to do so. Afterall, I'm not Ms Chatterbox for no reason. :D As I grow older, I realize my family is really unique, and I don't know whether I can overcome all odds in the household and ultimately reach the goal God has set for me. For all I know, things are starting to fall apart and my family fabric seems to tear away bit by bit. All I could do is pray and surrender with tear-soaked pillow. At times I wish I could shut off and remain in my own haven... oh of course impossible!

May the God in me be bigger than the I in me!

Into your hands
I commit again
with all I am
for you Lord

If my words cannot make any difference, then may my actions speak forth the power of change.

When you trampled upon the labyrinth of expectations, it's really hard to get yourself out without being entangled with none. And sometimes... I wonder, am I so hard to understand?